My Story 

I have experience a very difficult period during my life. So when mentioning this topic, that memory comes to my mind immediately.

In China, university entrance examination is most important exam in everyone's life. Accordingly,  take this most important exam is also one of the meaningful things in our whole life, which is not because of examination itself, rather than the experience you are preparing for this exam. There is saying goes, " The life without taking university entrance examination is not a real life."Obvious, this exam is one can determine individual's destiny,essentially, if you lose in this match, you will lose the life you dreamed. In fact, this examination is held one time in a year, therefore, every candidate must grasp the only chance to write the history of personal life. 

I am a loser in this examination. When I was in high school, I was  selected into the best class in our school, because of my satisfying performance in academy in the first school life. However,  I was a person extremely lacking of confidence, I felt a great deal of stress every day when I was siting in the classroom. Stifling atmosphere in classroom made me pretty uncomfortable, which made me become self-abasement. Actually, I am a very diligent person like other students in this class, spending at least 18 hours everyday in studying. I felt I really devoted all my energy and time to studying  for pursuing success in this exam, then following my dream. 

I failed in this essential examination, which means I will lose my life. When I got the result of exam, I locked myself in my bedroom, to avoid contacting with anyone I knew expect for my parents who placed great hopes on me. 

I didn't know how can I do to track with the situation I faced with. Crying was a thing without any meaning, but I kept repeat it again and again. I was very scared to see my parents'eyes, I totally understood that  nobody in my life love me much more than them, yet, I could felt the feeling of helplessness from them. Encourage and support  from my parents is the only power for me during that time, which push me to optimistically  face the life. They are the only person who witnessed the effort I devoted to the exam and the way I pursue the dream. They woke up everyday to work for me and finally, they earned the chance for me to restudy the last year in high school, and earned the opportunity for me to attend the examination again. They wanted me to try again, to prove myself that I can do it--I am not a loser.

I achieved this previous opportunity to restudy in high school, which inspired me a lot. Although I would far away for home, leaving  my parents  to a very hard environment to study, although I would miss them , becoming homesick, and although I not true whether I can  success in this way. I must do it, must follow the sound from my mind--do it.

One year later, when I took the second time in this exam , I made it!